Thank YoU for EveryThInG..!

Warisan Mata Mata Complex

HONEY !!
WILL U EVER ?
I DON’T THINK U WILL EVER FULLY
UNDERSTAND………….
HOW U HAVE TOUCHED MY LIFE AND MADE ME WHO I
AM..
I DON’T THINK U COULD EVER KNOW…
HOW TRULY SPECIAL U
ARE………….
I DON’T THINK U WILL EVER FULLY COMPREHEND……..
HOW U
HAVE OPENED MY HEART TO LOVE AND THE WONDERS IT CAN DO…
U HAVE ALLOWED ME
TO EXPERIENCE SUMTHING VERY HARD TO FIND…
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE THAT
EXISTS……….
IN MY BODY, SOUL & MIND…
I DON’T THINK U COULD EVER
FEEL ALL THE LOVE I HAVE TO GIVE
AND I M SURE U’LL NEVER
REALIZE……
U’VE BEEN MY WILL TO LIVE
U R AN AMAZING PERSON
AND
WITHOUT U I DON’T KNOW WHERE I’D BE…
HAVING U IN MY
LIFE…………
COMPLETES AND FULFILLS EVERY PART OF ME!!!!!

LUV U ALWYS ”

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Love is punishment.!!

Perhaps if I have never encountered you, it would have been the best
If I had need been living in another world
If I had need to become strangers in life
It will not have been left with this inflicting pain in my heart

Each day & each day forgetting you
Each day & each day abandoned you
In the midst of my heart deeply concealing something that I can’t really openly shout about of my love

It seems all along I have always thought that love was bliss & happiness
Unable to beyond words that love is heaven’s render punishment
I just have to love you & my heart will shiver & tremble
This is just living by wiping off tears

My mind I have already forgotten you
My speech I have already forgotten you
Occasionally drinking to drunken stupor
But afraid that I will utter my love for you
Really fear that

It seems all along I have always thought that love was bliss & happiness
Unable to beyond words that love is heaven’s render punishment
I just have to love you & my heart will shiver & tremble
This is just living by wiping off tears

Dream will I able to love you ?
Crying & weeping to my sleep
Awake, each day return to that of the former

Love is to love you
When you aren’t around, stealing mutter to say i love you
Afraid that when you heard that, you will run away
Obscure silence inadvertently in loving you..

Lost my Phone..:-(

Hi ! Frens !

Yesterday !  i lost one of my most favorite things, nokia N72, and some cash as well. ~~ Please send me your contact numbers again.. Hope to get a new one soon..My mobile is out of reach and SIM is in the process of de-activation..

Hope to hear you soon..

Thanks

Sunny Day..

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Year on year i made new year resolutions about something that i failed to do, but this time am really happy that i managed to come over…..and taking a walk in the morning is one of the resolutions set by me….

I woke up around 5.30 early in the morning and make it a point to walk around the complex, just because its damn risky stepping out and try that on the roads here in brunei..too fast cars and lazy drivers….better not take a risk..

TRUE LOVE……..

Because my Love was true and i gave you all…

I still seek that Love, and the time when reached

union of heart soul and body..

you became part of my flesh..

Now that you break off the relationship after that

cosmic and heavenly union, It feels like my flesh

ripped apart and its bleeding now….

LIFE IN BRUNEI..

Check out the latest photographs ….

Beaches to highways, Mamih to Singume… Sadiq to Sumon…Mini Coopers to Ford..

Early Morning Coffees to Late Night Dinners…Arrival to Departure… ~~~~~~ got everything captured.~

You can start slideshow if you hate clicking……or Click on PICLENS link for a full screen view..Loads quicker..and easier browsing…:-)

RECOVEReD MY BLOG …aah


Oh ! i cant explain the mess i created while trying to add some fancy features into my blog and ended up loosing my blog for 2 days..after hours of trackback and look around, i finally managed to bring back life..

wow ! my blog is alive again..!!

FRESH PICS FROM BRUNEI

I spent most of my time here in brunei. there was no diwali or holi , christmas or new year with my frens back in kolkata… i missed them a lot during all these wonderful occassions, specially the chrismas and colorful holi…coz all these years in kolkata, i somehow managed to allocate some time to see all my christian frens and paid a visit to church for a lifetime experience…. i really felt good on all occassions.. and missed the christmas more so because, last time i was there wih my best fren and love of my life…!

Holi ~ definetely because of all the wrong reasons.. and crazy things we did everytime all my frens around….. and there are few guys whom i only see on this HOLY day only :-) .. having bhaang and loosing sense yet try to be as normal as possible…..talking about bhaang, its a really one of the most Kick@ss things i have ever tasted..

Life here in brunei is at its own pace.. may be i like it may be i hate …. am not sure…. but outside our rooms, its a lazy world.. and as boring as mars or a planet where you dont know where to go..its certainly not P@ndora.. but very close to coz of its rich natural environment… and people out here are as good as you will ever come across…. beautiful girls,.well ! i will talk about them in details some other day..:D.

ButT.. make no mistakes about it, its a BORING country, No Bars, No NIghtClubs, or the usual things that y’ll find in any other country..but its definetely worth spending time here…the kind of peace i have witnessed here is just amazing and incomparable.. i believe nowhere to be found on planet earth… the sense of safety and security is just one of the things among hundreds of positives here in this country…..

Life has been so busy coz of our project,… yet i managed to click around.. you can see the galary… all this places we visited while we were on the run to all the institutions of this country…….you wont find in most of the scenes.. coz i like to be behind the camera most of the time…my fren Rohit aka Robot is everywhere… thanks to his amazing skill of getting ready quickly and finding a good spot for click and POSE nicely… sorry ppl. may be next time i will visit this place with self clicking intelligent camera :-( .. Njoy.~

Missing you..

Kabhi aisa bhi laga mujhe, ke aap mil gaye ho..

toh is zindagi ko ek  manzil mil gayi hai..,

Jiske raasten mujhe khud banane padenge..

Socha nai tha ke is manzil mein ek raasta.,

aaisa bhi hoga jo mujhe aapse dur lekar jayega..

Manzil karib aur raaste itne dur kyun hote hain..??

Chahe jitni bhi koshish kar lun.,

aapko dekhna mumkin nai..

Dur jaa rha hoon par, har waqt aapki yaad aayegi..

Apne aapko sabki nazron se bachaye rakhna…

main waada karta hun aapko khush rakhunga,,bahut jyada..,,

Jaan ! i love you..,n will always love you..

Bahut kuch kehna tha, shayad bahut saari baatein aur

shikayat karni thi..par sab saath liye jaa rha hoon..,

Wanna see ur smile n hold uh tightly..

Missing uh..!

EK DIN ZINDAGI…

Ek din zindagi aise mukam pe pahunch jayegi.. Dosti to sirf yaadon mein rah jayegi…

Har Cup Coffee yaad doston ki dilayegi.. Aur hasten hansten. fir aankhein nam ho jayegi…

Office ke chamber mein classroom nazar aayegi… Par chahne par bhi proxy na lag payegi,,..

Paisa toh bahut hoga….magar unhe lutane ki wajah kho jayegi… Jee le khulke is pal ko mere Dost..

kyunkii zindagi yeh pal ko phir se nai dohrayegi…!!

Dedicated to all My Frends… — from Vidi..!